Uncertainties

6 a.m. “I don’t feel like going to school today.” yawn escaped her crimson pink lips. 

But she did got to school, because that one eye contact with him in the hallway everyday was her painkiller.

9 a.m. “He’s staring at me.” She looked away, hiding behind the sycamore tree while her best friend tried to convince her he’s not worth it.

12 p.m. “Trignometry is way too easy.” She said proudly “but trying not to be anxious isn’t.” Her conscience made her believe. 

3 p.m. She reached home. “I dont feel like eating right now.” and so she pushed away the plate because the jock of the class called her fat and her insecurities made her believe she really was. 

6 p.m. “Oh God, he hasn’t replied in 3 hours. What if I am being clingy?” 

The what ifs filled her head up once again.

9 p.m. “Live fast, die young. Bad girls do it well.” She sang while organising her bookshelf and going to sleep at 9:10 on a Friday night. 

12:15 a.m. He finally replied but she was busy dreaming about Heathcliff and Mr Darcy because that was her only escape from all the insecurities. 

W/N:Hi reader! Okay so after a really long time I decided to post something on this blog with a different format and it’s kinda short. I really dont know if anyone will like reading this but I was really insecure about posting this I dont know why, so if you liked it please  leave your comments in the comment section below, it would mean a looooooot. 

Thank you(!!!)